January 5th, 2023
A haunted place, by d.s.l
Today I woke up early
To watch the dawn from my balcony
There were songs of birds crying out
free like hymns of love for lovers that be
I cleaned your room and tucked your bed
I fixed everything but left your sheets
Outside my anxious windows,
the sun has escaped from your shadows
From up above, the light has pierced itself through the trees
Dusting the air to break the treaties of my peace
Here, your scents linger
Amber and mandarin
From this holy place of dwelling, you draw forth your seance
Calling your laughter to echo
Crying your tears that soak this air with hope
In the darkness, your silhouette draws my fingers
The ghost on that bed I once remembered
I grasp you like a memory
A haunted house of your memories
Nothing came back to me
Dirt through a net, I am left with nothing of thee
Still, I couldn’t leave
For leaving is easy
Coming back is to die and be born again
To see you without you
Or to hear you without you
Yet, could I have stayed?
Would you be there if I turned back
Yelling ‘God damn!’ if I kept calling for you?
I couldn’t leave because I want to be with you
So wake up, my love; it is our time
Not one or ten minutes, just listen to the clock sounds!
This room shall be our vow
A haunted place for lovers that haunts
No boils of hell or gates of heaven
Just you and me, here in this ground