January 18th, 2023
Loving me was never your cup of tea, by d.s.l.

I have never seen me within your eyes

But only your smile after I made you cry

Then again it was me who made you cry

Or it was you who I let bite 

 

Will I ever hear of your reply 

Like I never heard, 

When I said “I love you” that night 

 

Over in Richmond they see you dance 

Like angels before I die 

Maybe our love can soon unite 

As you call in on my bedside 

 

Never then I will understand 

Why time flew by like soft dry sand 

In which you ran away out of my hand 

 

So then you say I made you sad

Enough to make you mad 

But hate me like I was bad? 

When all I did was all I had 

 

Once there was us one flesh and bones 

Now you decide to go alone 

Because your love rings just one tone 

 

Can this words purge you from me

To set me free from memories

Or they just ghost that lingers free 

Like things you did as you break me  

 

Can you laugh now in your new peace?

One that you can when we can’t be

Fill up your end with strangers like me

 

This world may be a dick

But not me I wasn’t a prick 

I hid our love in secret attics

To wait for you while you panic

 

Killing us because it’s just your spree 

Maybe in tears you found your glee

But loving me was never your cup of tea